Who wants to be ordinary?

I'm an inspired individual, who wants to make an inspirational imprint on the world. My inspiration erupted from an evening staying on the streets of Piccadilly Gardens in Manchester, UK, where I felt unsafe and scared of falling into prostitution, addicted to Nicotine, hungry and penniless, so I slept on the zebra crossing.  I met an African disabled man and some unsavoury characters, couldn't use the driver only toilets and solved Einsteins theory of relativity about the bog standard and availability. It's taken 17 years on the streets of Europe and England, lots of public urinating, and some very embarrassing unladylike moments.

I am registered disabled for mental health issues, I believe the inner workings of a persons mind should be up to them to deal with and I disagree with the forced help and treatment I receive. Its just unnecessary hassle, but Im grateful for a cooked meal and a bed. My mother also endured mental health issues, an ungrateful daughter, moi, I failed to understand and appreciate what was her illness, what was her personality and what in the world I could do about her illness. She had few friends and endured an abusive relationship with my father. I was a referee. She didn't have supportive friends or family snd dad was always stressed, frustrated and angry.

I love travelling, though I get over sensitized to the different places and people I meet. It all gets too much sometimes and I crave my old nice three bedroomed semi with all my hard earned creature comforts, which I lost. There are still many places I would love to visit, but I crave companionship and friends, which I aren't blessed with.

I have had several brainwaves and ideas and have made several suggestions. I'm not bothered about having a lot of money, but I do like shopping for clothes and buying and making jewellery. I would love a dog someone to look down on. It takes one to know one. A human's best friend.

I have recently met a nice girl, a journalist from Hull. I prefer male company I think, it's hard to get a female friend to level with and boy do I lead an extraordinary at times existence. I live in a crazy world, which feels like a stage of actors. Sometimes I feel like I'm in the Matrix but I'm alive.